Friday, February 15, 2008

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... let's fly high

ME .. I'm too thin, too thin; _, so why can I not be one size thick, why? why? I have this on thursday seen it .. perfect dress was unique, really unique. Well no, there was a lot of it, but for me it schieen perfect and unique ...;__;
but they did not have it in my size, which unfortunately was 32, I've tried 34, but that was too far for me; ___________; and the dress was perfect. PERFECT! why is life so unfair to me? why have I not ask to eat? FU
I hate my body ...
I know I'm at all to blame, I ate size: more Blab .. and so I'm not the rechtzu Blab whine whine .. but I will .. I'm ugly; _;


I had a series of strange dream .... xD that was so were so remarkable, on the one hand, because of the content, on the other hand, because it at least 5 different dreams in which I could remember waking up ...:

so I was on amazingly with such maunel vincent and on a motorboat across the lake to croatia boat ... that was a whole new kind of boat .. I have tried to trace it temporarily ..:
the sun-like conditions is the tax.
that was the boot and it was not very stable because the area where we were standing sank again and again. but since there was a motorboat, we did not fall completely submerged under ... any sharks on igendwann and the two boys did not worry me .. but in contrast to them was geshchockt. there Once changed, the group disappeared for manual ... and anna and jimi were added. and we were suddenly to some aged, namely about 15 years .. in the hotel (it was pretty dilapidated, but from the outside everything looked pretty and nice, but if one looked closer, it looked like a fish-factory) then we saw women Ropp. My German teacher ... she was aged. and had long gray hair and a perm. vincent and they got along splendidly from the moment they gave themselves continually kisses oo \u0026lt;\u0026lt;
then I became an observer to a was not done in mittten. had vincent in this dilapidated hotel, and some contacts, the group always obtained excellent food .. somehow remind the tmich a figure (cat) from "The Western Front" which has always purchased the food. no matter there was in this hotel a huge dining hall where all the guests gathered and were eating a sudden tumult broke out .. it was the burning hotel. Of course all ran wildly about to go to the outside. I was out there again and strangely enough, also the rest of the class, at least some out there .. somehow I was somehow clear that my former professor had decided to stay at the hotel in order to end their lives to make. all were upset, but do not accept so much as one would have to say .. it was we have a slight melancholy I was shocked .. but .. on my humble self honks played in this dream, only the shocked mouth open. oo
they came out one last time to say goodbye to Vincent, and went back inside. anna told me that our former professor from the beginning knew that the hotel came to an end. and since it would soon live to finish his sihch it had decided it to the hotel to bring to an end. they'd die soon anyway .. I was still shocked, taken from Anna in the arm ... ANNA! \u0026lt;\u0026lt;Then a helicopter, which had organized the vincent and brought us alss only group really sure what other guests in the hotel has become, I do not know.

xDDD a dream I can still remember, but have no time to deal with him anymore ..
dila